Archive for December, 2013
Therapy = risk management
Both are dealing with a situation that’s a bit fucked up. That’s why they feel familiar. Braking bad habits is also required too. Something like my window sills perhaps.
Held up
Today I found out that I wasn’t wrong. That the problem I’d been facing wasn’t right and people agreed that it shouldn’t have happened. I do feel better about the situation, but I don’t know what this means going forward. Am I going to stay. I really don’t know. Can I fix it – yes […]
I’m stuck
I’m demotivated, depressed and downright drained. I’ve injected emotion and energy and instead of coming up trumps have come up awesome trumps and one fucking cunt of a non-collaborator. It is feeling messy too I’m feeling like I should be able to see clearly but the place is pretty messed up. Although it is interesting. […]
Big G
Not a big cheese, but more like a big G for grievance. I’m fucking well just trying to do my job and some cunt who can’t manage is fucking backstabbing every chance he gets and then his unfriendly sidekick makes sure I get a daily drizzle of muzzle shit reported to me. So I’ve had […]
See Now what happens: failure to put your needs first.
I went out last night – Can you tell? P.s. I wish somebody would put an forward delete button on my ipad keyboard, but that is another story.. Anyhow back to the mess I’m responsible for on my bathroom floor. It wasn’t there 10 minutes before we were due to depart. In fact most of […]
A picture says a thousand words
But what if that picture is blurry. I don’t mean a little hazy, indistinct or smudged, but really bloody blurry. Like the guy who paints with jumbo jet engine streams and tins of paint. Messy. Mostly random. Mixed. Not clear. But overall it is still a picture. It has component colours. It is a layering […]
When life begins to imitate work
It was only a piece of loose wallpaper. Just one. Andy told me not to pull it down. After the bathroom disaster I should have known better. But I couldn’t stop myself and now we have gone from a decorated, tidy (by our standards) area to 48 square metres of carnage. We can’t enter rooms, […]
The penny drops.
Sometimes what you want isn’t what you need. I’ve had something utterly brilliant but I can’t take the downside. A job that isn’t hard work but I can’t deliver big results. I tried. Well I guess that looking at it another way… I did deliver a massive change in mindset. For the two leaders. They […]
Unlocking Deathly Hallows
Or incentivising the kids to keep the house tidy… If my kids were as exciting about uncovering their lost socks and homework as they are unlocking a new character on the latest Harry Potter Wii Game – live would be so much easier! And if only I had a simple little display that told me […]
